I believe that I would lost my ability to write when I am truly happy.
However, every moment I laugh with you I believe that it is a fair trade.
You know Maera. Later when you’re grown up, there would be time in which you listen people around you less and less; me, your father, psychologist who’s been answering questions in ‘Help’ section of your favorite magazine, or even your best friends.
That’s the time when love songs sound like making sense. I know that time would come then you might just ignore the knocks on your door. So let me write this earlier:
Please keep in mind that love should not be either too loud or too bright.
Don’t promise we’d spend the rest of our every evening with teapots of coffee, with low light, listening you writing songs about me and your old stories.
Don’t promise we’d survive the war or the earthquake, because there are too many men who try too hard to be important, because I already told you that Earth keeps secrets the best.
Don’t promise to come to Vietnam with me. We both are too busy. I’m jumping to the very next flight to Kenya, when monochromatic zebras are closer, and pink hippopotamus are farther.
Don’t promise that you’d be able to read me like you’re able to read the whole newspaper with its ads and its political jokes backward.
Don’t promise to stop seeing the glass half empty, the bible half misinterpreted, the skyscraper half ruined, the storm half stopped, the bread half toasted, and the women half naked.
Don’t promise to spell every Beatles’ lyric correctly in French, in Japanese, in Arabic, in PHP, or in silence. Just say, and write a letter for me later than the dawn.
Don’t promise to draw the silver linings perfectly because bright clouds aren’t good at raining, and because it’d hurt the dark designs we always have in our selfish minds.
Don’t promise to go hiking and stop the volcanoes. They are too sad to sleep too long. Too sad to lose their warmth, their weight, and the lives around. We both never know.
Don’t promise to stay or to make a home in a train or an airplane, so when you’re too tired to drive following the horizon, we’d just rest upon the yellow grass or above the golden sea.
Don’t promise to forget every promises you didn’t promise me, the way I often forget my way home, all those traffic lamps, and punctuations in your bed time poems.
Don’t promise anything in this temporary life. You and I have never been too close or too far to see the future and lifetime is never worth the wait.